Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Been a long time

The holiday season is upon us. The time for posting has come to an almost screeching halt. Finding time for myself let alone posting has become a near impossible task. Thankfully I have my man to keep me sane.
On the the 7th of the month he finally earned a full blown orgasm. I'm sure that is a day that will go down in the history books for him. Even though one of my biggest pleasures of him having an orgasm is actually feeling his release as his cock gets hotter and his cock spasms with each spurt. Yes, when he orgasms I can feel him filling me with his hot seed. I can feel it from start to finish. I denied myself that pleasure in order for him to maintain some sense of submission. He tends to recede a great deal backwards after his orgasm so I have to be quick to bring him right back where he needs to be for my utmost pleasure. Instead of him filling my hot pussy with his seed he covered my belly. One of his requirements is that when semen has been released he is to clean it up. I could have let him clean it up out of my pussy, yes that would have been most enjoyable. As a large number of blogs that I have seen stated that the men tend to lose their edge after orgasm, he is the same. He does not wish to lick up his semen after a full orgasm so if it was in my pussy he wouldn't have made a huge attempt at making sure he got all of it. Since it was on my stomach, I can now see what is clean and what is not, forcing him to do exactly as I said without the little doubt of any being missed. Sure I could have sat on his face and let it all drain in to his mouth but to actually lay back and watch this whole scene take place.....that is just a huge smile of satisfaction appearing on my face.
After his experience of getting to slide his cock into the depths of my hot, saturated pussy I decided I wanted a shower and he was going to bathe me. Well once in the shower he needed to have his own shower prior to my cleaning, so yes, it was raining gold. I believe I could have had another orgasm out of him within a matter of a minute after his previous one, but I can't let him be greedy now can I? After his shower I allowed him to wash my hair, running his fingers through my long tresses, massaging my scalp, that can be a mind orgasm for me. Then to top it off his hands lathered in soap gliding over my wet body as he cleans every part of me, boy is that a relaxing way to end my evening.
After that day he has been placed back on his no orgasm restriction, except this time his date has been extended to February 1. I'm thinking if the last month and a half can be done its time to extend the time frame. Since weight loss is involved, who knows when he will have an opportunity to orgasm again. So much for him having a orgasm minded new years resolution.
I have gained a pound this past week so he lost a day and he gained two pounds so he added two days to his total AND he gets to be punished. This evening for his punishment I made it short and sweet. He stripped for me and I allowed him to orgasm, well not completely, he did have to ruin it. The only thing was that while I had him masturbate in front of me, I held a candle above his hard cock and let the wax dribble down onto his balls and cock. I had my own "ball" of wax going when I had to finally ask him if this was pleasurable to him since he hadn't released any semen. That's when he realized in order for me to stop dripping the hot wax on to him he needed to shoot me a nice load. It was a matter of seconds when he released his hardened cock from his hand to allow the orgasm to be ruined and his milky seed to ooze from the head of his deprived cock. I was able to have the wax drip strategically so that he had no excuses as to why he couldn't clean up the mess he had just made. Maybe this will be some encouragement for him to lose weight.
Through my hectic schedule I am still finding time to have what ever pleasure I can get, so until next time............

Monday, November 5, 2012

Change of plans

Ok now, so today is the day we do our weekly weigh in. I lost a pound and he gained 2 pounds. So now he has tacked on 3 more days of being orgasm free. This now puts it to the 10th of this month. But the plans I had for this evening have now changed.
When he gains weight he is to be punished and I had a reward planned for him. So much for that one, now I'm having to change gears. So what to do what to do.
I'm thinking that I am going to extend his time of being orgasm free once we have reached the end of our period on this one. Still debating on how long I want to go this time around. With me only losing a pound a week I need to make it longer than a month just to give myself a fighting chance. Or I could just starve myself and drop 10 pounds a week; but I like to eat way to much for that option.
I went browsing through Craigslist today in search of a potential bull. We have discussed this on multiple occasions so I'm broadening my horizons and looking to see what the world has to offer me. The selection thus far has not been all that appealing. So far it just looks like kids trying to get laid. Ugh! I won't let that stop me though. When I find someone that catches my eye then I'll go from there.
He has broken his ring yet again on his chastity device. I'm thinking it's time to fork out the big bucks and get one that is more stable. This constant breakage does not make me a happy camper.
I had a discussion with him last night that I believe he is getting selfish. I'm seeing a pattern of when I don't give him attention on a nightly basis then he becomes pouty. Going to have to come up with ways to change that behavior. Maybe when I see him getting that way I'll just have to punish him. Remind him that when I want to give him attention he will get my attention. It is still all about me.
He has been doing so well with his chores I'm thinking of upgrading the detail of the chores. When I come home from work it is so nice not to see a huge mess waiting for me to clean up. Nothing stresses me out more (at home that is) then having to see a mess. Once I figure out a way to tweak my blog I will post a list of my rules. Until then I will just have to talk about them in my general ramblings.
Until next time.......

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

New toy

Well it has been a while since I have last posted and not really a whole lot has happened. I still keep him chaste and I still keep him frustrated.
We do have a weight loss program going on though. I started him being orgasm free for the entire month of October. There is a catch to that though. As I lose weight he adds days. As he gains weight, he adds days. If he loses weight he gets rewarded by something that pleases me, should I gain weight it is a benefit to him, he gets to remove days. Needless to say I have not lost days for him being chaste, I have extended them. I have added a total of 7 days do his being kept chaste. Yeah me! And in case you haven't noticed, either way it goes I'm the one that benefits.
Now he does get to come out of his device on a fairly regular basis. When we first started this it was on all the time; then I got to thinking how much of an inconvenience it was to me and what I wanted. If I wanted to slide his cock in to my pussy I had to unlock him. If I wanted to just play with his cock and tease him unmercifully I had to unlock him. So I have amended my rule of wearing the device some. When I am home he can be out of it. That allows me the freedom to do what I want when I want. I do so enjoy grabbing myself a handful of cock at any random given time. Just because he his out of his device does not mean he gets release. That is far from the truth. It just makes it easier for me to receive the pleasure I want when I want it. My own personal sex toy. At times I call him my blow up doll. I can use his cock and mouth anytime I want.
Last night I wanted to try something new. I had him put my strap-on on and double penetrate me. That was pleasant but awkward. He was stroking my pussy with his cock but it didn't seem to cause the dildo that was in my ass to move. Will have to file that experience away for further experimentation.
We did buy a new toy today and I'm anxious to try it out. It is a double penetration type strap-on. There is an anal plug and a g-spot plug to hold the strap-on in place so that I can take the dildo and penetrate his ass. This is going to take some concentration on my part not to let them slip out of me in all of my excitement. Don't know how it can be called a strap-on when there are no straps to hold it on. I will have to report back to you on this little adventure.
Until then.....

Friday, October 26, 2012

Last nights rendezvous

     Last night was date night. I told you in the previous blog that I was going to continue with my cruel streak. Well that didn't go quite as I had thought. Did I continue with the teasing? Well that's a no brainer, of course I did.  Just wasn't as easy as I had hoped for.
     We went out for dinner and a movie. The dinner was in a crowded restaurant so I had to have conversation that was on the sexual side. The movies was a bit easier just not as simple as my mind played it out to be. I had him in his cage of course, but his pants were unzipped in the theater for me to have easy access. Well sitting in theater seating is not easy access by no means. Especially if one is to be discreet in public. I did venture a little on the risky side, mind you I did say a little, and fed him popcorn and M&M's from my cleavage. That turned out to be quite humorous and I still ended up with a shirt full of popcorn crumbs. When we got home it was an early night for us old folk since we had to work the next morning. But that's not to say I didn't get to have my pleasure before drifting off to sleep.
Lying in bed I felt the urge for him to suckle my breast. His mouth, his tongue caressing the nipple of my breast. Immediately my nipple hardened to his teasing. His hand slid down my belly to my nether region. Yes, it was hot and wet. He could feel the heat radiating from my pussy through the material of my pajama bottoms. Yes I wear pj's to bed, he has to sleep nude while I get to sleep however I so desire. His hand slips beneath the waistband and toys with my clit. I'm moaning and squirming beneath his touch. I change course and have him get one of my dildos. While he gets one of my favorite toys I lean over to my nightstand to get my other favorite toy, my vibrator. He inserts the dildo in my wet pussy and brings me quickly to orgasim. I'm not done though, I want more. He plays with my sensitive ass. Oh how I love that little hole to be played with. I quickly peak again. I'm thinking if I had a double penetration I would be in absolute heaven. After I was finally sated I had him lick my dildo coated in my succulent juices clean.
     All in all it was a very pleasant night for a date. Alone time without the kids is always good. Anyway.....until next time.

Thursday, October 25, 2012

Remote teasing

     Today I decided that I would do some remote teasing to keep my wonderful lover on edge.  With him being locked in a chastity device it becomes a little more tricky to keep him sexually frustrated when he's at work or we both are at work.  So periodically I have to be creative and see what I can do to keep him wanting to serve me to the fullest.
     I like to meet him on my off days for lunch; so today he got to join me in my rounds of getting ready to meet him.  I started by just telling him I was naked (that caught his attention).  Then I took a picture of my naked body and sent it to him.  Now he is at my full attention.  I get responses in text messages like crazy; him describing the beauty he sees in me.  In a matter of one minute I received 8 text messages with descriptive words regarding his thoughts on my appearance.  After I showered I then sent him a closer shot of my naked body, then a close-up of my pussy and a close-up of my breasts.  I now start receiving texts about how cruel I'm being.  I'm thinking, "honey this is only the beginning of cruelty".  Then he receives a picture of me half dressed, I'm in my matching bra and panties and a pair of jeans.  The jeans are unzipped and open to show the top of my panties.  Time for more close-ups of my bra encased breasts to enhance my cleavage.  With age those puppies tend to sag so placing them in a push-up bra puts them back to their youthful position.  Now I am fully dressed and he receives the shot of my low cut shirt that just gives you a peak of the cleavage.  Decent for public eyes but just a hint of naughtiness.  Now I have him where I want him.  When I meet him for lunch it is all he can do to contain himself.  He is so ready for some major make out sessions, but of course I just have to keep him at bay.  The level of his frustration must be through the roof by now.
     This evening we are going to to be going out and I can't wait to see what more I can do to add to his level of frustration.  Until then..........

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

In the beginning

     We have been living the lifestyle of a Wife led Marriage for about a month now.  It has been an experience I think I needed for some time.  I have for the longest time lost my desire for sex.  Starting this now makes our sex life on my terms and I don't feel like I have to do my wifely duties on a constant basis.  I get to say when, I get to say how and I get to say where.  This in turn has ignited my desire for sex.  My libido is back.  Mind you it is not as strong as his nor as it used to be but if this train continues on this track I do believe it will be running full speed ahead in no time at all.  But with that being said, my sex drive now gets the satisfaction and pleasure and his has been squashed like a bug.  When I say squashed I mean I have locked his cock in a chastity device and he only gets to come out to play when I say he can.  Just because he gets to play does not mean he gets to have release.  That only means that I don't have to go to the local sex shop and buy myself a blow up doll, I just use him.  Better than any plastic doll any day.
     With us going in to this Wife led Marriage we have discussed cuckolding.  Is this an area we are ready to explore?  Is this an area we even want to explore?  The thought sure gets my pussy wet but what about the actual deed.  We have a strong marriage, the strongest it has been in a very long time.  That does not mean it can withstand the strains of another man entering our lives and fucking my brains out while he just gets to watch.  For his only responsibility in the whole scenario would be to clean me and the other lucky guy up.  This is not going to happen with soap and water either.  When he cleans us up it will be a tongue bath.  Removing all semen from my pussy and taking the cock of the lucky guy in to his mouth and cleaning my tasty juices from it.  It takes a strong man to be able to just stand back and watch his wife have sex with another man.  Do I think he is strong enough for this endeavor?  When he is as horny as he is now, yes.  When he actually has the opportunity for release, then what?
     Well enough ramblings for the evening.  I do believe it is now some quality me time.